Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Rebecca. Martin Williams


  

Rebecca, insane at last
                as we all knew she would be
                the veil finally stripped away
                by brutal love
                more brutal than the love she 
                yearned for
                at the hand of a shrieking mother
                who kicked her in the stomach 
                called her whore at the age 
                of ten, because her brother
                raped her.
Rebecca, insane at last
                those dark wounded eyes
                in the round soft face of a child
                of twenty-six
                scratching at my window at three in 
                the morning
                wet with rain, forcing me to see
                what I had done to her
                when I withdrew love. It was now
                when I treated her the worst
                she desired me the most
                and made sacrifices.
Rebecca, insane at last
                a cold white hand floating
                in a tub of milky red water
                and Jean Nate
                shoulder and head leaning to one side,
                The Death of Marat,
                damp black hair stuck to tiles
                once held to a lover's face
                like a bouquet of roses
                blue lips vaguely smiling
                as she punishes us.